As i said in my previous post it's already wednesday!!!! My day was not full of events at all!!!! I stayed at home because of my flue!!! I hate it cz it seems to you that everything goes wrong, and nothin can be worse!!!! it's just a flue, i know... but in such days my garden is away weeker !!!!!
Like ten days ago or so.. i started watching movies! no.. better to say i forced myself to watch them, cz i kind of lost the interest ! anyway..... some of them were nominaed 4 Golden Globe and i wanted to know what for!!!I might say most of them r really really good!!!! Guess i'll watch them and express my feelings here!!!! Soo... today was not an excepion! i watched Al Pacino's "You don't know Jack"!!!!Movie about our armenian dr. Death! Jack Kevorkian!!!! BTW he got a Golden Globe and Emmy for that role!!!!!The main thing is that u can never say for sure if he was wrong or right!!! Those who asked for his help were quite sure that he's doin the right thing and thanked him for that!Those who were just paper readers or tv audience were blamin him!!!! Dono....!
U know....! i guess i started watchin movies so to ponder over some new things!!! kind of to revive my mind!!!
W promised to be honest! soo...Today i kept on listening to this song all day long cz it expresses my garden mood for today like nothin else!!!!!! Glad that i can post it here! cz somewhere else there would be sooo many questions!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iCKAp0cAbvY&feature=related
Like ten days ago or so.. i started watching movies! no.. better to say i forced myself to watch them, cz i kind of lost the interest ! anyway..... some of them were nominaed 4 Golden Globe and i wanted to know what for!!!I might say most of them r really really good!!!! Guess i'll watch them and express my feelings here!!!! Soo... today was not an excepion! i watched Al Pacino's "You don't know Jack"!!!!Movie about our armenian dr. Death! Jack Kevorkian!!!! BTW he got a Golden Globe and Emmy for that role!!!!!The main thing is that u can never say for sure if he was wrong or right!!! Those who asked for his help were quite sure that he's doin the right thing and thanked him for that!Those who were just paper readers or tv audience were blamin him!!!! Dono....!
U know....! i guess i started watchin movies so to ponder over some new things!!! kind of to revive my mind!!!
W promised to be honest! soo...Today i kept on listening to this song all day long cz it expresses my garden mood for today like nothin else!!!!!! Glad that i can post it here! cz somewhere else there would be sooo many questions!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iCKAp0cAbvY&feature=related
hey get well, i miss u so much(((
ОтветитьУдалитьi loved your phrase "forced myself" ...i so much understand you and feel the same, i hate that feeling, but i`m happy u managed to force yourself .... i often fail ....
...and the song, i cant even imagine that there is another person, feeling the same way...
just anybody ...
The only thing that I can say is try to count all the good things that you already have, and then already look at yourself into the mirror and see is this really the only way you can feel?? Do you really have to torture yourself?
ОтветитьУдалитьWake up!
I always look back and count! Never forget or undervalue!!! I can say it for sure!! I'm not torturing myself!! It's..just the way it is!!! We may like it or not, accept or ignore!
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